hi. (Taken with Instagram at ARAMARK Parks and Destinations)

watching New Year’s Eve with Amandaaaaa!

it’s Sunday, I’m scruffy and at work and not nearly caffeinated enough.

lookin’ pretty good tonight, if I do say so myself.

andrewmichaeldrinkingthings:

good morning, coffee. 

also bedhead.

gratuitous picture of myself on wednesday.

you guys I realize that my moods are up and down and that can be confusing but please don’t judge me for it. I’m working through that. please just understand that I’m going through a generally difficult time in my life/mental health. I just need to be supported. I may not react to things in life the best way but I am genuinely trying to fix this flaw in myself.

but can we really talk about what a good day today is? I went and spoke with an admissions adviser at ASU and we talked about my options in regards to being accepted (since my collegiate career thus far has been…abysmal) and I am so, so excited to get back into school. she was amazing and so willing to help and that is exactly what I needed and oh my goodness. I am just so excited for the next chapter.

good morning, bedhead. 

sitting outside a Starbies in Tucson. it’s a nice day except you know the wind got to my hair. the remnants of last night’s breakdown are still here and I’m still taking it out on everybody I meet which is a struggle in and of itself. ugh I just. I feel so terrible. I’m so fucked up. but. you know. here’s to coffee and public wifi. 

so bored at work today.